Holidays....bittersweet

It is that time of year again.

The holidays are hard. It is bittersweet. We have a new grandbaby, Lexi to celebrate with and another grandbaby, Mia due soon. I will also get to have my dad with me for the first Thanksgiving that I can ever remember. We have so much to be joyous about but it cannot hide that someone is still missing....literally.

We have not heard from Scott in going on two months. We dont know if he is safe or where he is.

A small part of me stupidly holds out hope that he will just show up and surprise me. The other part of me is not sure that I trust him enough to let him the door. This is the argument that I have with myself every day.

Happy holidays to everyone!